Decolonize:
an Erotic Initiation

A 1-Hour Ritual for People Ready to Wash the Grime of Patriarchy, Colonization, and Capitalism from their Bodies & Eroticism —so they can Compost the Shame and Rise into their Full Embodied Erotic Magic.

A soft beginning for anyone who’s ever felt at war with their body.

You’ve tried being nice to your body.
You’ve tried overriding it.
You’ve tried ignoring it.
You’ve tried fixing it.

But what if the real problem isn’t your body at all—
What if it’s the story you were taught about how it should behave?

This isn’t another “love your body” mindset shift.
It’s not a crash course in confidence.

It’s a complete reorientation.
A way of seeing your body not as an obstacle to pleasure—but as the wisest part of you.

Your body is not broken.
It’s not random.
And it’s definitely not working against you.

It’s a green thing🌱—alive, intelligent, and governed by the same logic as every forest, tide, and seedling.
It speaks in sensation. In pattern. In pause.

And once you learn to read it, everything begins to make sense.

You weren’t born disconnected.

There was a time—before the shutdown, before the overthinking, before the shame—
when your body spoke clearly.
And you listened.

You reached when something felt good.
You cried when something hurt.
You curled away when you needed protection.
You trusted the rise and fall of your breath, the ache in your belly, the pulse in your chest.

But somewhere along the way, you were taught that your body’s signals were suspicious.
Too much. Not appropriate. Not safe. Not real. Not reliable.

You learned to override.
You learned to shrink.
You learned to numb, perform, hustle, survive.

And now, maybe you’re not sure what your body’s saying anymore—
or if you even want to hear it.

You’re not alone.

And more importantly—you’re not broken.

Your body isn’t sabotaging you.
It’s not confusing.
It’s not chaotic.
It’s not asking too much.

Your body is a green thing.
Living. Logical. Responsive.
It grows toward what nourishes and pulls back from what harms.

It makes sense—you just haven’t been given the tools to understand its language.

✨ Erotic Initiation is a short, potent course designed to change that.

In just one hour, Erotic Initiation will change how you respond to your body’s signals—for good.
You’ll stop overriding. Start listening. And reclaim the first step to lasting erotic clarity.

This is not a masterclass.
This is not a performance.
This is not a 10-step plan to more orgasms.

This is a reintroduction.
A ritual return to the wisdom under your skin.

This course offers you a new metaphor for your body—
Not as a machine to optimize,
Not as a mystery to decode,
But as an ecosystem to tend,
A rhythm to attune to,
A guide to trust.

💠 Inside this course, you’ll learn:

  • Why your body’s resistance isn’t sabotage—it’s signal

  • How to recognize the subtle ways you override your internal no (even when it sounds reasonable)

  • The difference between a true no and a tender not-yet

  • How to identify what’s yours—and what’s cultural conditioning

  • What “green logic” really means—and how to live in alignment with it

  • How to begin building trust without waiting to be “healed” or “ready”

💠 What’s Included in Erotic Initiation

A reorientation into the sensual intelligence your body has never stopped whispering.

This isn’t bingeable content. This is regenerative, ritualized learning designed to plant something in you that grows long after the lessons end.

Here’s what you’ll receive:

🌲 Cinematic Core Lessons

Across three potent modules—Green Things Don’t Make Mistakes, Pleasure is an Organic Process, and Planting New Seeds—you’ll explore a new worldview:
That your body is a green thing, following logic, rhythm, and cycles—not chaos.

Each section blends myth-breaking insights, trauma-informed sexological wisdom, and nature-based metaphor that rewires how you see your erotic self.

🌿 Seasonal Check-Ins: Spring & Winter Rituals

You’ll be held by four mini-practices (Spring and Winter) that reflect the seasonality of your body. They help you pause, digest, and recalibrate—so you’re not just learning, but metabolizing.

These become the sacred rhythm of the course—and of your body’s long-term transformation.

🌀 Sensory Micro-Lessons

Short, spacious teachings like:

  • “Symptoms & Signals” (Why your shutdown isn’t sabotage)

  • “Sex Isn’t Linear” (And how that frees you)

  • “Practice: Body Ally” (A daily ritual of somatic trust)

Each one builds your fluency in the green logic of the Body Compass Method™.

✋🏽 Somatic Practices You’ll Actually Use

This isn’t sit-and-think work. You’ll move. Pause. Touch. Listen.
You’ll learn:

  • How to relearn consent with yourself

  • How to notice and nurture what’s already growing in your erotic ecosystem

  • How to shift from performance into truth

These practices are short. Potent. And you can return to them again and again.

🗺 Your Erotic Compass, Recalibrated

You’ll meet all six of the Body Compass principles—To Live, To Die, To Expand, To Contract, To Pace, To Flow—not as theory, but as real, sensory experiences that clarify:

❌ Why you’ve been overriding
✅ Where your body’s yes and no live now
🔄 How to return to your rhythm—even after shutdown

This isn’t abstract healing. It’s precision reconnection.

📥 Downloadable Integration Reflections

Not a busywork PDF. These are hand-crafted prompts and tracking tools to help you witness your green thing patterns in real time—and begin tending them with love.

🔁 Lifetime Access

You’ll get immediate access to the full course—with the freedom to revisit anytime your body says, I’m ready again.

💬 Who this was made for:

  • You’ve ever thought: “Why do I shut down when I want to connect?”

  • You feel like your body confuses you or lets you down in moments that matter

  • You’re new to somatic work and want a compassionate, low-stakes entry point

  • You’re tired of trying to “think” your way into trust

  • You want to stop performing and start feeling what’s real

  • You crave intimacy or pleasure, but your body sometimes pulls away without warning

  • You’ve done therapy, coaching, mindset work—but your body still doesn’t feel like home

  • You keep asking, Why does this feel like a no when I want it to be a yes?

  • You are exhausted by the question “What’s wrong with me?” and ready to ask, “What’s right with my body that I haven’t been taught to understand?”

🌬 What will begin to bloom:

You stop blaming yourself for every numb moment or missed signal.
You start noticing the moment you begin to override—and choosing something gentler.
You catch yourself mid-performance and shift into presence.
You begin to recognize:


That was a no.
That was a yes.
That was me protecting myself.


And instead of shaming it, you listen.

You begin to trust your body not because it’s perfect—but because it’s patterned, wise, and alive.

🌬 For the part of you that’s still unsure:

  • Perfect. This isn’t about forcing pleasure or chasing sensation. It’s about being with what’s already true. If numbness is what’s present, that’s where we begin. That’s not a failure—it’s a signal. And it’s welcome here.

  • Of course you are. You were taught not to listen—maybe even punished for it. This course doesn’t demand anything from you. It gently reopens the line of communication. You move at your body’s pace, not mine.

  • Not directly. This is about the erotic, which includes—but isn’t limited to—sex. Erotic means alive. Responsive. Honest. It’s about the part of you that feels pulled toward truth, hunger, connection, sensation. Whether you apply that to intimacy, relationships, self-trust, or daily choices… that’s up to you.

  • This course was built to be the opposite of triggering: slow, soft, self-paced, and choice-based. Still, if you’ve experienced deep trauma, this course may stir something awake. You’ll be invited, never forced. Everything is optional, and you’re in charge.

  • This isn’t another mindset shift. It’s not a workbook. It’s not about changing how you think.
    It’s about changing how you listen.
    If you’ve done the deep dives and still feel disconnected—this might be the missing piece.

  • Erotic Initiation is designed to meet you exactly as you are. You can move through the lessons in under an hour—or in ten-minute pockets over weeks. You’ll have lifetime access. The course asks for presence, not productivity.

  • Not at all. This work is for you—not your partner, not your past, not anyone else. Whether you’re partnered, single, celibate, or unsure what you want right now, your body’s wisdom is still available—and still worthy of being heard.

  • Erotic Initiation is for anyone ready to rebuild trust with their body—regardless of gender, orientation, or relationship status. If the language feels right in your body, you’re welcome here.

  • Absolutely. Erotic Initiation is about learning to trust the signals of your own body—not performing someone else’s script. You don’t have to fit any box or identity to be welcomed here.

  • Then you’re exactly who this course was made for. Erotic Initiation doesn’t push, pry, or perform. It invites you to move at the exact pace your nervous system can handle. You don’t have to be healed to begin—you just have to be curious.

  • This isn’t a libido-fixing course. It’s a liberation from the script that you should want more or feel less. Whether your desire feels muted, overwhelming, unpredictable, or non-existent—this helps you understand the why beneath it.

  • This course doesn’t require a belief system. But if you’ve ever suspected that your body has its own kind of intelligence—one that’s quiet, deep, and natural—this will feel like a homecoming.

  • No. You’re never asked to touch yourself, share anything, or perform in any way. Erotic Initiation is a solo experience. Everything is invitation-based, and many of the practices are entirely internal.

  • It might change everything—because it invites you to stop treating your body like a problem to solve.
    You may find that boundaries come easier. That decisions feel clearer. That desire doesn’t feel so confusing. It’s a small course, but it’s a reorientation. And that’s how all real change begins.

What we will cover:

This is a regenerative reclamation for those who’ve spent years trying to bloom in barren soil.

This isn’t a “crash course” in pleasure. It’s a quiet revolution.
Erotic Initiation is a somatic unlearning, a return to organic wisdom, and a gentle reintroduction to your body’s native rhythm—after years of pushing, proving, and overriding.

Here’s what you’ll explore inside:

🌱 Module 1: Green Things Don’t Make Mistakes
 Learn to trust that your symptoms are signals, not flaws.
Your body isn’t malfunctioning—it’s following a deeper organic logic.
→ Practices and teachings on emotional ambiguity, nervous system biodiversity, and the intelligence of every cycle you move through.

🌸 Module 2: Pleasure is an Organic Process
 Desire isn’t linear. Sensuality doesn’t live on a productivity schedule.
This module helps you shift from “chasing turn-on” to tending what’s real.
→ Somatic meditations on closing, pacing, and the seasons of your erotic body
→ The foundational logic of the Body Compass: To Live, To Die, To Pace, To Expand, To Contract, To Trust

🌿 Module 3: Planting New Seeds
 When the world taught you to override your own signals, pleasure became impossible.
This module helps you remember how to listen again.
→ Body-based practices in self-consent, touch, noticing, and safety
→ Rituals for finding the “green things” in your life—what’s quietly trying to grow, if you’d let it

🌙 Seasonal Check-Ins
 This course honors your seasons. That’s why each module is bookended with Pause & Spring/Winter check-ins—to help you regulate, reflect, and move forward when your body says yes.

✨ Erotic Initiation is the anti-crash course.
It doesn’t force healing—it lets it root.
You’ll leave with not only a deep understanding of why you shut down, but also the practices to regrow something truer in its place.

Whispers from the Green Things: Stories of Returning Home

  • “For the first time, I didn’t panic when I felt myself freeze. I actually knew what to do.”

    —Former Client, Erotic Initiation

  • “I’ve done therapy. I’ve read the books. But this was the first time my body felt included. It really is a great intro to somatics and embodiment."

    —Client, after completing Module 2

  • “The language of green things helped me stop treating myself like a broken machine. I know this is going to sound crazy, but I never realized that my body was organic like nature.”

    —Workshop Participant turned student

  • “I used to perform during sex without even realizing it. Now I catch myself, pause, and actually choose. I think this is what nicole means when she says 'presence-driven sex'.”

    —Client, reflecting after the course

  • “It felt like a love letter to my nervous system. I finally told my partner i needed slower touch than he had ever given me.”

    —Erotic Initiation participant

  • “I cried listening to the ‘Symptoms and Signals’ lesson. Not because I was sad, but because I finally made sense to myself.”

    —Client, Erotic Initiation

🧭 Begin here.

With the breath that softens your chest.
With the place where tension lives in your jaw.
With the no that you’ve been overriding for years.
With the green thing beneath your skin that never stopped growing, even when you stopped listening.

This is not the whole journey.
This is the doorway.
The seed.
The first yes.

The rhythm beneath your resistance.
The biome inside your bones.
The softest place to begin again.

Why Now?
Because the longer you wait to listen to your body, the harder it becomes to hear her.
Because trust is built in tiny, consistent moments.
And because your next “yes” might just begin here.

✅ Enroll now for $44
🔒 Immediate access
🎧 All materials available instantly
💫 Yours for life
💌 No pressure. No performative healing. Just your first yes.

🌿 a little About Me

Hi, I’m Nicole Siegel.

I’m a certified sexological bodyworker, somatic educator, and founder of Body Compass—but more than any title, I’m someone who has spent years learning how to listen to the body when it whispers, not just when it screams.

I’ve worked with people across the gender spectrum, including many LGBTQIA+ clients, guiding them through some of the most tender terrain of their lives—shame, disconnection, fear, numbness, longing. I’ve seen over and over again that most of us don’t lack desire—we lack the safety to feel it. And most of us don’t need to be fixed—we need to be understood in the language our bodies already speak.

That’s the foundation of the Body Compass Method—the approach I’ve developed to help people decode their body’s internal guidance system, reclaim their pleasure, and move through the world with clarity, safety, and erotic presence. Whether I’m working 1:1, guiding immersive programs, or holding space in community, this method always begins the same way:

With listening. With truth. With the body.

I created Erotic Initiation because I believe that the beginning of healing isn’t a breakthrough moment—it’s a reorientation. A moment when you stop asking, “What’s wrong with me?” and start asking, “What’s my body trying to say?”

This course is small by design. Gentle on purpose.
It’s not here to flood you with content or push you toward transformation.
It’s here to meet you where you are—with honesty, reverence, and an invitation to stop performing and start listening.

My work weaves together neuroscience, pleasure studies, trauma-informed somatic practice, and the natural intelligence of the body. I don’t believe in top-down healing. I believe in bottom-up remembering.

Your body isn’t a mystery.
It’s a green thing—alive, intelligent, responsive.
And it’s never stopped trying to guide you home.

This is the work I live, not just teach.
It’s changed my life. It’s changed my clients’ lives.
And if you’re ready to listen differently, it might just change yours too.

Welcome to Erotic Initiation.
Let’s begin—softly.